The hundred and forty and four thousand bodhisattvas and devotees of the Mother, the saints of the Church East and West, have his Father's name written in their foreheads—the forefront of conscious Self-consciousness— I AM that Father. My name is Sanat Kumara, I AM THAT I AM, the Ancient of Days.
Everyone who is of the original hundred and forty and four thousand has the sacred name sealed in the third-eye vision and memory of me. Spoken in every language and the tongues of angels, it is always I AM THAT I AM. It means I AM
the Trinity of the Being of God incarnate in form and formlessness, in action in Spirit and in Matter, always and always in the Mother.
Now, my children, write on onionskin (or tissue paper) the sacred name I AM THAT I AM and read it aloud from the reverse side. Does it not read MA I TAHT MA I? Does it not mean that the I AM who I really AM whose nature is mirrored in the "below" is the polarity of the "Above"? Does this not finally reveal the Person of the Woman crowned with twelve stars of the Rose Cross
as the attainment of the Guru that I AM?—always in heaven, yet always in earth.
Hence I AM the MA I and the MA I, the first and the last incarnation of the Mother in the heaven and in the earth. I AM the nexus of Life flowing, knowing who I AM within you.
When you see the pronoun THAT
whether in English or in Sanskrit
it marks the point of transition through which the Greater Self of Brahman enters the lesser self of the soul manifestation and there stakes its claim as the supreme reality of its beginning and its ending. TAT (THAT)
is the passageway of the Trinity which enters and conquers the Matter flame by the two T's crosses, where God in man is crucified for the redemption of all life.
The A in the center is the Alpha son, the Buddha flanked by the two T's, his bodhisattvas East and West. The English version THAT
injects the H
sacred fire breath of Holy Ghost, present in the Alpha seed and son.
Even when he gave up the Ghost with the parting prayer "It is finished!" the two malefactors upon their two T's
heard as the sacred Word—MA I AM.
The MA I is the call to Mother
For her I-dentity and her sacred EYE.
By these two I's, the Saviouress saves her own
And calls sinners to come Home to AUM,
The sacred name of MU,
The Mother of Light who
Nourishes the flame of Alpha within YOU—
As you will soon see through
The Matter page when you write
The AUM and read it MUA.
The MA in U (you universally),
the Alpha son (sun).
Do you think, my beloved, that I play with words or the Word? Be it far from thee! That is what the dark ones would tell thee. But it is they who are the play on words and on the Word. It is they who will pay on, inch by inch, by the spiral of being until there are no more inches because the I
of the Mother is not in them.
And when they pay the last farthing, they are farthest from the Central Sun and have no way to run, to and fro, with the cosmic forces, for they have squandered all their forces—this I know.
Thus when the judgment comes it is their own heaped upon their own. Their actions be their judge! And the Light that is no more within them will stand apart from them and testify of them and their refusal to submit to the living Word. Therefore is the Light gone out of them. Therefore does the Light consume them who sought to consume Him upon their lusts.
Now from heaven I hear a voice as the voice of many waters. These many waters are the flowing streams of consciousness, lifestreams who all flow back to the mainstream of the Lamb and to the Source, his Father that I AM.
It is the single voice of the Word I heard in the voice of many souls who have sealed the sign of the Mother. And they walk upon the water, for the desire of God is in them. And out from their midst the voice of a great thunder. And lo, the many waters of the Mothers children are aligned by the seven Spirits intoning the sound of the Word in the seven planes of heaven and earth, producing the single sound of a great thunder and the voice of harpers harping with their harps.
Lo, it is the entire Spirit of the Great White Brotherhood, and the full diapason of that Holy Spirit. Lo, a single voice of the Person of the Holy Spirit—one Person, one Office, one Voice fulfilled in the infinite harpers harping with their harps.
One Person, one Office, one Voice of a great thunder that resounds from heart to heart to heart in the infinity of Selfhood that God Almighty, the LORD who is LORD, has multiplied for the sounding of the sound of the universal thunder of the Word. One Person, one Office, one Voice of the Mother out of many souls swimming in the waters of the Cosmic Sea.
We are before the great white throne. We are singing a new song, my beloved. We stand with the Lamb—behold, I and my Father are one—before the four beasts and the four and twenty elders. And no man could learn the sacred mystery of that song bur the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth. It is the infinite song sung by the infinite manifestation of the Godhead.
They who sing it are they who understand the incarnate Word. They understand him, for they follow him whithersoever he goeth from the base of the Pyramid of Life unto the all-seeing eye, the energy of the ascension flame, the virgin light, the light of the Virgin.
And their light is undefiled by the lunar light of the astral woman. They follow the Lamb. They follow the Ancient of Days. They are the redeemed from among men. They are the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.
The initiations of the north gate, my beloved, come out of a new song that you
will sing when you hear a voice from heaven as the voice of many waters and as the voice of a great thunder and when you hear the voice of harpers harping with their harps. These are the initiations of the Father/Guru which he gives to the son/chela. These are the twelve initiations of the Tree of Life.
With each initiation that is passed, the Father gives to the Son a single fruit from the Tree of Life that he may eat and live forever in the God consciousness, step by step, of the twelve hierarchies of the sun.
Thus the Guru Maitreya gives to his chelas the fruit of the Tree of Life. And none may take that fruit except it be given into the mouth of the chela out of the mouth of the Guru.
Every false guru would tempt you to take and eat of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that you might become wise as the Watchers who defected from the service of the Great Silent Watchers.
No longer do they watch and wait to vest ascended master youth with living truth. Instead they watch and prey, as vultures upon their prey, seeking what souls they may devour by the hour, by the hour. These vultures, fallen ones of Victory's band, will go by the way in a dark and dreary land.
Behold, the daystar of His appearing is at hand! Now I, the Ancient of Days, announce to you the coming of the many and the few Great Silent Watchers, reinforcing the office of the Elohim Cyclopea and the mysteries sweet of the inner retreats of the Great White Brotherhood.
The Great Silent Watchers have gathered in numberless numbers before the throne, the flaming Presence of the great Three-in-One, and within the retreats of the Brotherhood they summon chelas who have learned by the all-seeing eye the perfection of the soul on the path of science and religion and are ready to begin the initiations of the north gate.
It is the building, it is the building of the Temple of Victory that rises from the base unto the crown of life! Men and women of goodwill, I summon you to still the tempests in the earth with his Word "Peace, be still!" to know the Father in the Son by the Presence of the Flaming One, to be the Law and the Lawgiver, and to understand that when the hour is come that the Son of man should be glorified, he is glorifed in the I AM THAT I AM, the Father of all.
Thus the sacrifice of the heart outplayed in the office of the Lion may be studied and discerned in the Word of Jesus Christ:
Verify verify I say unto you. Except a corn of wheat fall
into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die,
it bringeth forth much fruit.
He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.
If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I AM, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour.
Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father,
save me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour.
Father, glorify thy name. Then came there a voice from heaven,
saying, I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again.
The people therefore, that stood by, and heard it, said that it thundered: others said. An angel spake to him.
Jesus answered and said. This voice came not because of me, but for your sakes.
Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out.
And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me.
This he said, signifying what death he should die.
The people answered him. We have heard out of the law that Christ abideth for ever: and how sayest thou.
The Son of man must be lifted up? who is this Son of man?
Then Jesus said unto them. Yet a little while is the light with you.
Walk while ye have the light, lest darkness come upon you: for he that walketh in darkness knoweth not whither he goeth.
While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light. These things spake Jesus, and departed, and did hide himself from them.
But though he had done so many miracles before them, yet they believed not on him:
That the saying of Esaias the prophet might be fulfilled, which he spake, Lord, who hath believed our report? and to whom hath the arm of the Lord been revealed?
Therefore they could not believe, because that Esaias said again.
He hath blinded their eyes, and hardened their heart; that they should not see with their eyes, nor understand with their heart, and be converted, and I should heal them.
These things said Esaias, when he saw his glory and spake of him.
Nevertheless among the chief riders also many believed on him; but because of the Pharisees they did not confess him, lest they should be put out of the synagogue:
For they loved the praise of men more than the praise of God.
Jesus cried and said. He that believeth on me, believeth not on me, but on him that sent me.
And he that seeth me seeth him that sent me.
I AM come a light into the world, that whosoever believeth on me should not abide in darkness.
And if any man hear my words, and believe not, I judge him not: for I came not to judge the world, but to save the world.
He that rejecteth me, and receiveth not my words, hath one that judgeth him: the word that I have spoken, the same shall judge him in the last day.
For I have not spoken of myself but the Father which sent me, he gave me a commandment, what I should say, and what I should speak.
And I know that his commandment is life everlasting: whatsoever I speak therefore, even as the Father said unto me, so I speak.
-- John 12:24-50.
My beloved, these are the words of the Son of God entering in to the heart of the Father. They are the words of the chela who proclaims the sacred name of his Guru and whose sufficiency is in that one whom he calls Father.
In these words Jesus Christ reveals himself to be the Messenger of his Father/Guru, Lord Maitreya. Ponder them well, ponder them again and again. For it shall come to pass that these words shall be fulfilled within thee as the Initiation of the North Gate.
In the name of the Father and of his Son Jesus Christ and of the Holy Spirit, Amen.
in the flame of Maitreya
I and my Father are one